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(no subject) [Dec. 2nd, 2010|11:58 pm]
[YOU SPY I'm... |gratefulgrateful]

So Here's a note I'm writing to a girl who inspires me...just maybe, not meant to be. And maybe I'll never give this to her.


I'm still not sure how your bit role in a hot spring has turned into a soulful main role in my heart, but it has. Talking with you and spending time with your laugh and smile makes me thankful god put you in my life. Whether it be a theory about marrymycontract.com, or sharing stories about how we love our respective nephews--it's a restoring life juice to talk to you. I once had a friend who I could talk to like I do with you. I lost her and never thought I'd ever have the same 'type' again. Perhaps I was wrong. My heart still feels full of carbs days later after a small or long chat with you. You are a needle in this haystack I call life. I guess after this hellacious past year of 2010, I look at things a bit differently. I can count on you in a Level 4 convo, and we dial it up and down as we choose. Going into the future of 2011 and beyond, I hope to extend our growth in knowing each other. I see, and hear an angel in you.

Lots of love,

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(no subject) [Mar. 20th, 2008|01:49 am]
its been rough. my best friend Xavier moved back to texas all of sudden. yuck. this blows.
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bluck. [Mar. 12th, 2007|07:20 pm]
[YOU SPY I'm... |annoyedannoyed]

I hate waiting around....rules, regulations bs....

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i saw this listo de musika [Aug. 18th, 2006|12:02 am]
Elvis Costello - I Want You
Sufjan Stevens - John Wayne Gacy, Jr.
Atmosphere - Molly Cool
Jeff Buckley - Hallelujah
Iron and Wine - Fever Dream
Ryan Adams - Goodnight, Hollywood Blvd.
Broken Social Scene - I'm Still Your Fag
Fiona Apple - Oh Sailor
Bauhaus - All We Ever Wanted Was Everything
The Shins - Those To Come
The Wrens - Everyone Choose Sides
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as you cock your mane. I feed carrots. [Jul. 15th, 2006|12:43 pm]
[YOU SPY I'm... |optimisticoptimistic]

So last night was a trip and a half.

Went to Westwood and picked up Asia, went to Hollywood n' Falcon for drinks. We looked out of place, we were all punked out lol She had soccer socks up to her hips. Oh well.

Sat down and drank a bunch o' drinks J.D., J Walker and Heiny's... Smoked smiggitys and talked with a couple dikes right by us. They were fucking rad.

Got talkin with the 'man' of them, and asked what she does for a living and she works in marketing for the movies/tv @ IDT Entertainment, she asked me what my passion was/job...and she took a guess, and said that my real field was with people, 'a people person'. She said shes gunna hire me...outta NOWHERE she says this. Wow...I guess it does matter what kinda person you can be sometimes... Shes gunna contact me this next week. = ) Even if it doesn't pan out it still feels good that someone actually saw ME...and liked ME. Just a blondified simple guy with a cow shirt smokin' ciggs in a posh place...talkin' about life. God loves me I suppose...

I'm tan...esp. when i wear white boxers lol.

I went and hung out with Asia after for quite a while...parked in the smallest parking space in America-- hit a BMW 3 times lol Ehh. Met some Turks and talked a bunch, shes a fun ass chic..very honest and open. Good sctuff. I'll see her this next week a bit more. I was getting gas at 3am in Westwood and got some lottery tix...and wone 10$. Not bad for a random scratch. And then I gave a stranger a ride....to Subway...to get a homeless man a sub. I felt good when he thanked me, and said he doesn't know anyone that would have taken him, that I'm a great American. Hmmph...maybe I'm ok. I have my heart in the right places I hope.

Adam and I are goin' down to Bever' Hills today to watch some shite at the TV&RAdio Museum. I have to have him FINALLY watch the SNL Jim Carrey Episode...and pee our pants. Then off to the Biersch, and downtown L.A. tomm night for a swim on rooftop with friends.

I feel blessed even though sometimes I only see a mess..
Some messes are good. Pigs like em'.

Why'd you have to be so cute, its impossible to ignore you..
Must you make me laugh so much, its bad enough we get along so well..Say goodnight and GO.-Imogen HEap
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ahh the power of cheese. I mean words. [Jul. 14th, 2006|12:33 am]
[YOU SPY I'm... |contentcontent]
[Ear Waves |Hands Down-D/C]

but i'd love the way you'd roll excuses off the tip of your tounge
as i slowly (slowly quietly slowly) fall apart ( fall apart)... T>B>S

"...after all the bad endings,& misunderstandings, all of the late night, last hopes, and lost time...all that she left me was only a memory, and all I can say is she don't understand me.." ~Less Than Jake

...Slowdance on the inside by TBS

So reckless...
Passed out in our school clothes so we'd wake up in our Sunday's best
I never asked for your opinion
I just got it
And i get it
You move slow like daytime dramas
While I'm boring like his song
So while I'm taking you for granted
I'll be humming a long
"We don't believe in second chances.."
So thoughtless...
And this town maybe a darker shade of red
Because a long night
Means a fist fight
Againist my pillows
And your pearly whites
"I want to hear you scream..."
You'd like me better on my knees.
You liked me better on my knees.
So let us pray...
Cross my heart and hope to...
I'm lying just to keep you here.
When the truth of the matter is
I could care less.
I'll keep you here.
There's no need for stones
My sweet surrender.
I'll give you everything you want...
Save us.
This glass house is burning down
( You light the match, I'll stick around)
I'll give you everything you want
and wish the worst on what I was
All this not knowing and hoping
is making a monster out of me
(now what does that say for you?)
Tonight won't make a difference.
And neither will I...
But could you?
I do. I do. I do.

And she will look back and wonder what she did it for... and wonder what it takes to make up for all she has done. Hiroshima has no word in this.

I'm glad I stuck to my guns, and proved nice guys finish last...and look good doing it...

"I'm an addict for dramatics
I confuse the two for love
You can tell me that you don't bend" -TBS.

Can't wait to get some music therapy on Wed. night =)

And the chapter will now get dusty...
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(no subject) [Jul. 12th, 2006|10:41 pm]
[YOU SPY I'm... |fullfull]
[Ear Waves |TBS]

I come home full and full of convos, for the hot waitress dropped over 14 glasses of beer and I ripped on her lol....tour and all...with filet mignon....I call it a swell night in the belly de Aaron.

And onto a grand weekend. = ) I force the good times a rollin'.





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(no subject) [Jun. 30th, 2006|03:45 pm]
[YOU SPY I'm... |hotsweaty]

This is some goodness from a night at Cha CHa Cha's eat place in Hollywood on Saturday and the WONDERFUL 3rd Anny of 'The ROOM' AHAHAH! AND we got our pic with Tommy Wiseau..'the' man.

I told him his hair smelled awesome. lol Just to screw with him, and cause it was ...true.

A buncha peeps as you can see...what a FUN night last week Saturday. Free shirts too!





I'm pumped I booked my trip with Brooke to PRIMM, NV for July 7-9th...It will be such a nice getaway. GAmble a bit, drink for free and eat carploads at Buffets. Sveet.

I am hot as a momo...its 95 right now...ew.
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(no subject) [Jun. 23rd, 2006|11:55 pm]
[YOU SPY I'm... |lonelyquiet]

"...just lay entwined here, undiscovered." -D/C

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