Current mood:	...to a degree....a low one.
Current music:	....hidden in plainview.

sTARDATe 4332.9 Look North. Warp. ENGAGE!! dear god....
i can feel the xmas shit a flowin' lately. things change a bit..

..the lady at Ralph's who sees you about once a day* finally says hi to you, and uses your first name and smiles...

..couples on the street look better, more strangers look innocent...and others such as these...

..I search for Xmas songs on the radio...just so I can sing along and be a Holiday jackass..

...compliments....

...randomly calling up old friends cause you realize the amazing amount of anytime minutes you have set aside within your own lovely american cellular phone...

....TV programming. A Christams Story. (I looked just that damn kid)

...the lust for booze n' wine.

....I cleaned my house...whats the deal? Everyone loves to do that?...? Why? Just for the feeling.... ..? The smell of Bleach...yes. perhaps.

...I got 5 packages from my madre for xmas. and some wine from my sister Christi. Norton 2003, and Brut Imperial both from Mount Pleasant Winery where my bro-in-law Brandon works..I just realized I've been treated like a 30 yr old single math teacher....ew. lol Naaah. REF#See 2 snippits above.

...I wear slippers. HA. 40yr man slippers...moccasins...suede...LOL SHit....I think its fuckin' a riot. And its that winter bug in me. ...




I bought some food tonight in Trader joes...and I will eat it later. In the later days of this week. 2 more days and I'm off, and so is Cuzzy back to MI. And Nate will be here to stay... Od.. Odd. Xmas may be different year to year...but we still have these curious symptoms* as human beings...we just do....Weird shit happens, bizarre jimber jamber you may result in...but we are just finding the love in da season. Thats's all...

blowing on the ambers of life.