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[Mar. 20th, 2008|01:49 am] |
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its been rough. my best friend Xavier moved back to texas all of sudden. yuck. this blows. |
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| bluck. |
[Mar. 12th, 2007|07:20 pm] |
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| |  annoyed | ] |
I hate waiting around....rules, regulations bs....
fuck. |
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| i saw this listo de musika |
[Aug. 18th, 2006|12:02 am] |
Elvis Costello - I Want You
Sufjan Stevens - John Wayne Gacy, Jr.
Atmosphere - Molly Cool
Jeff Buckley - Hallelujah
Iron and Wine - Fever Dream
Ryan Adams - Goodnight, Hollywood Blvd.
Broken Social Scene - I'm Still Your Fag
Fiona Apple - Oh Sailor
Bauhaus - All We Ever Wanted Was Everything
The Shins - Those To Come
The Wrens - Everyone Choose Sides |
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| as you cock your mane. I feed carrots. |
[Jul. 15th, 2006|12:43 pm] |
| [ | YOU SPY I'm... |
| |  optimistic | ] |
So last night was a trip and a half.
Went to Westwood and picked up Asia, went to Hollywood n' Falcon for drinks. We looked out of place, we were all punked out lol She had soccer socks up to her hips. Oh well.
Sat down and drank a bunch o' drinks J.D., J Walker and Heiny's... Smoked smiggitys and talked with a couple dikes right by us. They were fucking rad.
Got talkin with the 'man' of them, and asked what she does for a living and she works in marketing for the movies/tv @ IDT Entertainment, she asked me what my passion was/job...and she took a guess, and said that my real field was with people, 'a people person'. She said shes gunna hire me...outta NOWHERE she says this. Wow...I guess it does matter what kinda person you can be sometimes... Shes gunna contact me this next week. = ) Even if it doesn't pan out it still feels good that someone actually saw ME...and liked ME. Just a blondified simple guy with a cow shirt smokin' ciggs in a posh place...talkin' about life. God loves me I suppose...
I'm tan...esp. when i wear white boxers lol.
I went and hung out with Asia after for quite a while...parked in the smallest parking space in America-- hit a BMW 3 times lol Ehh. Met some Turks and talked a bunch, shes a fun ass chic..very honest and open. Good sctuff. I'll see her this next week a bit more. I was getting gas at 3am in Westwood and got some lottery tix...and wone 10$. Not bad for a random scratch. And then I gave a stranger a ride....to Subway...to get a homeless man a sub. I felt good when he thanked me, and said he doesn't know anyone that would have taken him, that I'm a great American. Hmmph...maybe I'm ok. I have my heart in the right places I hope.
Adam and I are goin' down to Bever' Hills today to watch some shite at the TV&RAdio Museum. I have to have him FINALLY watch the SNL Jim Carrey Episode...and pee our pants. Then off to the Biersch, and downtown L.A. tomm night for a swim on rooftop with friends.
I feel blessed even though sometimes I only see a mess..
Some messes are good. Pigs like em'.
Why'd you have to be so cute, its impossible to ignore you..
Must you make me laugh so much, its bad enough we get along so well..Say goodnight and GO.-Imogen HEap |
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| ahh the power of cheese. I mean words. |
[Jul. 14th, 2006|12:33 am] |
| [ | YOU SPY I'm... |
| |  content | ] |
| [ | Ear Waves |
| | Hands Down-D/C | ] |
but i'd love the way you'd roll excuses off the tip of your tounge
as i slowly (slowly quietly slowly) fall apart ( fall apart)... T>B>S
"...after all the bad endings,& misunderstandings, all of the late night, last hopes, and lost time...all that she left me was only a memory, and all I can say is she don't understand me.." ~Less Than Jake
...Slowdance on the inside by TBS
So reckless...
Passed out in our school clothes so we'd wake up in our Sunday's best
I never asked for your opinion
I just got it
And i get it
You move slow like daytime dramas
While I'm boring like his song
So while I'm taking you for granted
I'll be humming a long
"We don't believe in second chances.."
So thoughtless...
Elegant,
Extravagant,
Immaculate,
And this town maybe a darker shade of red
Because a long night
Means a fist fight
Againist my pillows
And your pearly whites
"I want to hear you scream..."
You'd like me better on my knees.
You liked me better on my knees.
So let us pray...
Cross my heart and hope to...
I'm lying just to keep you here.
When the truth of the matter is
Really,
I could care less.
I'll keep you here.
There's no need for stones
Oh,
My sweet surrender.
I'll give you everything you want...
Save us.
This glass house is burning down
( You light the match, I'll stick around)
I'll give you everything you want
and wish the worst on what I was
All this not knowing and hoping
is making a monster out of me
(now what does that say for you?)
Tonight won't make a difference.
And neither will I...
But could you?
I do. I do. I do.
Don't...you...move.
And she will look back and wonder what she did it for... and wonder what it takes to make up for all she has done. Hiroshima has no word in this.
I'm glad I stuck to my guns, and proved nice guys finish last...and look good doing it...
"I'm an addict for dramatics
I confuse the two for love
You can tell me that you don't bend" -TBS.
Can't wait to get some music therapy on Wed. night =)
And the chapter will now get dusty... |
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[Jul. 12th, 2006|10:41 pm] |
| [ | YOU SPY I'm... |
| |  full | ] |
| [ | Ear Waves |
| | TBS | ] |
I come home full and full of convos, for the hot waitress dropped over 14 glasses of beer and I ripped on her lol....tour and all...with filet mignon....I call it a swell night in the belly de Aaron.
And onto a grand weekend. = ) I force the good times a rollin'.
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[Jun. 30th, 2006|03:45 pm] |
| [ | YOU SPY I'm... |
| |  sweaty | ] |
This is some goodness from a night at Cha CHa Cha's eat place in Hollywood on Saturday and the WONDERFUL 3rd Anny of 'The ROOM' AHAHAH! AND we got our pic with Tommy Wiseau..'the' man.
I told him his hair smelled awesome. lol Just to screw with him, and cause it was ...true.
A buncha peeps as you can see...what a FUN night last week Saturday. Free shirts too!
I'm pumped I booked my trip with Brooke to PRIMM, NV for July 7-9th...It will be such a nice getaway. GAmble a bit, drink for free and eat carploads at Buffets. Sveet.
I am hot as a momo...its 95 right now...ew. |
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[Jun. 23rd, 2006|11:55 pm] |
| [ | YOU SPY I'm... |
| |  quiet | ] |
"...just lay entwined here, undiscovered." -D/C
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[Jun. 23rd, 2006|04:52 pm] |
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I'm crazy about that Brooke ChicA. She's super swell. |
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[Jun. 20th, 2006|11:16 pm] |
| [ | YOU SPY I'm... |
| |  confused | ] |
You can learn alot in one drive, one song, one smiggity. You fill up your tank on lyrics and peaceful ribbons floating in your mind. Sitting down your life's an arrow, not tainted, nor dull. Flipping spirals of emotional shivers, you realize the gravity was well worth the struggle....of the flight alone.
The Forecast--- IT'S A LONG DRIVE
this trust is broken
we have less to depend on
a sincere feeling of being defeated
we’re growing tired of waiting and wishing
and throwing our coins down to the fountain
come home quickly but please drive safely
come home in one piece
just say that you miss me
and please come quickly
i just need you in my arms
we have put in long nights
where we can’t even stand up
we’ve made our beds by where our heads lie
we’re cutting teeth on dreams of excess
with rolled up sleeves we’re bound to push on |
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[Jun. 20th, 2006|06:23 am] |
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I woke up shaking and can't go back to bed. I'm not cold though. dammit. |
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| acapella emotions. |
[Jun. 18th, 2006|11:57 pm] |
| [ | YOU SPY I'm... |
| |  thankful | ] |
| [ | Ear Waves |
| | ALL4LOVE-Color me badd | ] |
My bday weekend was a suc-cessss. My real friends luv the fuck outta me and they really prove it...I love them to death for it.
great dinner at Yamashiros, late enter-ance to my own party...drinking,smoking the whole shibazz with a BUNCH of people. poor Angus. Oh well...just got back from a loverly GAME night over at Micheal Merton's aka the Capital One commercial bald guy (the one that has a guy being scraped off of a shoe)...he's rad. Drank and kicked butt at some games. Loved it.
Got AWESOME Taking Back Sunday/Angels&Airwaves tix from Brooke and Rocket Summer Cd
sigh.
and from Cuzzy...RANDOM yet SVEET. He's gunna buy me a brand new mattress n' bed. I have had the same since 2nd grade...what a palio.
I feel blessed.
photos to come. |
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| silver I am..... |
[Jun. 17th, 2006|02:34 am] |
| [ | Ear Waves |
| | virgin state of mind-k's choice | ] |
just got back from a bday drink with Paul and his GF Sam who's bday it was. It was awesome to hang with them @ the Falcon in Hollywood. Good drinks and good peeps. Brooke and I had a blast and jammed out on the way homey. I have a long day and night (tech)today since today is the 17th. Yesss. 25 Her I am. A new start.
Enjoied Magic Mountain rollercoasters today with Cuz and also a lil' lunch at Claim Jumper. Niiice. A nap to boot. I am thankful...and a bit older.
But car rentals are my bitch now. lol
Night...and an ever so badass day ahead... |
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| SHake it up drama&greg style. |
[Jun. 9th, 2006|11:47 am] |
| [ | YOU SPY I'm... |
| |  hungry | ] |
| [ | Ear Waves |
| | And We All Return To Our Roots - The Forecast | ] |
Well. Cuzzy comes home today, and I have alot of angst against him. He ONCE AGAIN has not informed me until less than 24hrs before he comes in, as to when he arrives at LAX. I have had many issues with this in the past and this time I'm not his fucking taxi service. I called him and said I was busy, I have plans with Carrie for a late lunch---which i do. He said initially he was coming in @ 11:30 (which I assumed was NIGHTIME) and he left a vm yesterday saying it was 4:25pm...no gate, no airline entailed. Fuck that..my day off is much deserved after a LONG week, and to think I'm waiting for him to come home all day is not the case. I will hope for an apology and have been praying about it, cause if he decides to butt heads with me on this one, he's got alot of frickin' drama comin' at him. I touched base with a few friends about this issue and they think I'm within the lines to demand a little respect. I have made it VERY clear to him to leave me info about his dates BEFORE he leaves, via email or to write it on my calandar. I have yet to hear a sorry in any voicemail he has left, or even hear remorse by any standard. Yuck. He has BARELY talked to me in the 5 weeks he has been gone, and I gave up tryin' to keep in contact with him. Its sad to know/see he can just shove off his own Cuz/roomy/bestfriend for over 5 weeks and then expect him to just be sittin' on his ass to swoop in and get him from the airport. This is not friendship. I wanna hash this out tonight and get it overwith. He owes me bigtime. And I'm anxious to see who at the last minute is able to get him on a Friday during rush hour to take his butt back to Burbank... He has time to stew in the juices, and I hope he realizes what the hell he did wrong, AGAIN.
Moving on, I have had a wonderful week with Brooke...last night I saw her show with the Renders @ the Joint in West LA...it was rad to finally support her that way even though I was an ass and missed their first set, oops. But we came home and layed around talking...even got McD's at 2am while jamming out to Punk in Drublic in our jammies. Q is for quality. I'm crazy about her, she has been my emotional backup generator and I love the time we spend together.
Soooo....I logged into adultswim.com finally. I'm kinda sucked in too.
****LISTEN UP!!!!!!******
*****The big news of the week....lol Adam DID happen to say that Dana Snyder (http://www.imdb.com/name/nm1075468/) will be coming over for dinner (i guess he invited himself over)next week. What does Master Shake like to eat???? LOL Yup...he's the fucking voice of Master Shake!!!? (On adultswims Aqua Teen Hunger Force if you live under a ROCK) Fuckin' strage L.A. shite people...I cook for the most random people.
And my sister Ang is so damn sweet...she's a dork and sent me a shirt that says the love of pepper I do express. Heh...can't wait to see her finally in Jamaica on vaca in August. It's been to long to laugh with my seeester.
I think I may relax and go play some XBOX360. I haven't turned it on in quite sometime...and then perhaps a Lou-OW tonight...
Peace love and stuff. Bign'Tasty Time. |
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| to subject is wrong. |
[Jun. 5th, 2006|07:27 pm] |
| [ | YOU SPY I'm... |
| |  i ate 4 jumbo eggs. | ] |
| [ | Ear Waves |
| | the forecast -WHISKEY'S DEAD YOU’RE NEXT | ] |
I realized i fucking LOVE everything about PEPPER. It's so fucking good!! I need to open a pepper store...white, red, black, cayanne...mmm. I need a shirt to profess this.
Lay down let's start a family lay my fears my failures to rest, you can't sleep you can't
YOu ask what did I do with my 104 degree Sunday afternoon?...well had a fun time gettin' wasted in an alley with J&J Crew yesterday with B. Single Barrel Jack Daniel's, Labatt's, smokes, and many,many .44 handguns all added up to a night i took the door off the shower with a human spine.. Pretty sweet Sunday night. Sorry to Brooke who I threw into it from the hallway...lol We're fuckin goofy. p.s. dun fuck wit me boo.
Once again. Sweat. Yuck...Valley shite.
the forecast-SEATING SUBJECT TO AVAILABILITY
lay down, lets start a family
lay my fears, and my failures
to rest, (you cant sleep,) no more dreams, (you can’t see your future)
you'll lie awake waiting for your moment
to shine, (you can’t waste,) precious time
just waiting
weighed down by the fears of our fathers can’t stop us now
because
waking up with the road moving under our feet
is what moves us
lay down, you’re almost dead now
you’re getting older, we’re getting colder
you’re moving out
you’ll trade your six string for a family
and a desk
and i don’t blame you for giving up
i gotta hit up the knitting factory.
so here are a few EXTREMELY NORMAL and UNFUN PICS of my Cuz Andy and Courney and B and I...and a pic of the gross bartender who kicked us out at Whiskey Bend. And some corn of BandI.
sometimes your mind clears out like a crowded room of stinky librarians. and it feels swell. |
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| -an actress with scars on wrist, tattered my views- |
[Jun. 3rd, 2006|05:05 pm] |
| [ | YOU SPY I'm... |
| |  rejuvenated | ] |
| [ | Ear Waves |
| | belle and sebastian | ] |
the last couple days have been so utterly fufillin'-- lets just say the week.
Everyday with Brooke...yet not overduein' it. Its a grand ol' thang. We even met up with my Cuzzy Andy Primus and his gf Courtney in town. How fuckin' rad was this?! I haven't seen him since I think 2000 @ Post family xmas and that kid turned out RAD, capital. He is a sound tech and about to go tour the nation with a folk singer. We met up at Biersch and had some fantabulous brews as a 4some, and retired back to my pad for some fun, and drinkys to follow. So great to see him, hes got sucha good soul on board.
I had a nice romantic eve with my girl on Thursday night...I layed around most of Friday and then Brooke acted sick at work and we skipped and went down to Culver City to Sony for some free tix that my Cuz Andy got on the beach for MTV Movie Awards...SHIT. lol We watched Motherwolf warm up for a concert and a stupid G6 commercial they we gunna shoot. Brooke got us out of there lol She bitched, along with all of our group of 8 of us...Courtneys Bro and friends. LOL We had to be PERSONALLY escorted off of the lot HEEEEHER! They gave us water and 30 sec later told us to throw it away. GAY. And the MTV announcer is an ass cock...he thinks he can get chics when hes 34 with a 19 yr old mentality. Right.
So we busted out and walked around downtown Culver for an hour ish..lol Nuthin' to eat there...I wanted a simple fuckin' Applebees lol. So we jetted and finally ate in Encino area at a CPK with our fun group. Finally got my Cuzzy Andy's and Courtneys shite and I drove them back here for a DRUNKARD night out at the Whiskey Bend. Sooo fun...pool, photohunt tequila shots, the whole shabang. I had a VERY important drunk talk with Andy and C about faith and what I believe....its really great when you can support family. They both cried...I guess I solidified their bond and chance to get married. Crazy yet unscary shit. I loved having someone who valued my opinion, and respected it. So moving, I can't begin to fatham'. It's all so simple sometimes when you break it down...
I went back to B's aprtmnt at 5 am or so...lol and we each showered & conked...goot up this morn to hit up...What else? IHOP baby. (Said goodbye and dropped off Andy and C at Bob Hope Airporto.) I ate myself into comatose...I just got up from a nap....basically. Wow. Tired and hot, and a long week to go. But Cuzzy gets home soon. =) I can't wait for him to meet B.
gunna try to post a couple gross pics of us all..
...and have been lovin' the fact that Brookes A/C is MUCH better than my hotbox of an apartment.
I have sweat dripping off my nose....fuck. Damn Valley hotness is a flowin'....and my bday is gettin close =) I'm so happy already though....? |
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| white hair,scarlet thoughts. |
[May. 28th, 2006|09:01 pm] |
| [ | YOU SPY I'm... |
| |  bouncy | ] |
what I can't normally do.
I worked OT yesterday...woke up my Brookey and we went to the Farmers market, and butcher, etc. She then cooked for me =) Then I went home and she called me when it was ready after a much needed napper. We ate and layed around talking about honest shite I haven't even gotten close to in a couple years...nice feeling when you are free.
I then watched the Pistons lose with Floyd and Jen over her at the padio...YUCK. Is all I have to say...please don't let this die guys. GO DETROIT! Fuck...its just my side passion...now.
I then met up with Brooke after her show at Club Cream and Floyd and Jen @ the Room...they loved it I think. Which was so fun to watch them see it for the first of many times I think. lol Tommy Wiseau is a crack baby. I said goodbye in a haze to B, and came home and got to bed at after 3am...and got up on a nap for the second day today. I wa sa zombie. ewwy.
Got out of work and got PULLED over for NO reason...supposedly my brake lights...the cop was stalkin me. Damn Glendale. The guy was nice though. Weirdy. I then should have gone home...but B makes me want to do nice things...I rann all over town and found her flowers and a nice Pinot G vino, and a snapdragon planty. I placed it on her porch...came home made burgers and passed out. Talked with Emad, flet bad cause he has a show tonight at the Comedy Store...big gig. But I'll catch him when i'm not DEAD. tired that is.
I'm glad B liked her stuff I got her...I am not used to wanting to do this stuff. I even bought her par-fume. Promesse or sumpthin'...its smelling of heaven on her. I can't wait to see her in a few...adultswim is on the docket...and then Rocket Summer tomm. =)
Finally a Holiday, yet this time much different than the last...much better.. |
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| twin fin and a grin...all the dr. ordered |
[May. 19th, 2006|07:46 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | homey | ] |
| [ | YOU SPY I'm... |
| | chipper | ] |
| [ | Ear Waves |
| | Blood Bunnies (Superficiality) -- Gram Rabbit | ] |
Holy crap. the date last night was as swell as a cancerous testicle.
Brooke and I drank some beer/vino at Burbank Bar and Grille, laughed and talked and then she invited me back to her house like 4mins away in Burb'...SVEET. Met her dog Dobbie and we sat in her backyard on a hammock drinking vino and laughin' lookin at the stars...kinda corny when i think about it, but she wanted me to make a move. So I kissed her. And it was not a weird thing... You know how when you first kiss that person you like you it can make or break it...this was smooth as silk a shimmering beaded curtain wrapping me up in my own emotions, lol or sumthin'. I Want this one to be real, I will treat it this way I will take it slow and really put forth the effort. Her band, www.therenders.com are actually opening for the Bangles lol...odd and they MAY be doing Warped tour = ) If thats the case...I got major hookup coming which she told me..hehe But theres a small spark behind her that makes me magnetic, after her show @ the Cat Club on the Sunset srtip tonight she is coming over.... I'm like a kid again, and thats how its supposed to be... Please let this go ok....Lord. |
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| TBS school July 25-31 |
[Mar. 22nd, 2006|12:09 am] |
| [ | YOU SPY I'm... |
| | happy | ] |
| [ | Ear Waves |
| | tv in other room | ] |
Last night kicked butt. Honestly...bent over kicky type butt.
I got into the ROXY and saw an unannounced show of Taking Back Sunday! Bam... with about 50* people there, who were put on a list off of their site on myspace, or a handful who waited out in the rain all day. I texted this girl www.myspace.com/madcao and she let me in early when all stood in line in da rain. And I watched them setup etc. Chilled. and watched a set for "myspace presents The List" that will be online, video'd and such. Joe Rogan hosted it LOL I was crackin up... AWESOME set was played, and they played some of their new album for the first time in the states. Can't wait. Vip room was open for me last night..but I just chilled...nodded and enjoyed my angst let go.
Sigh.
mxpxandgustertogo....
I have dye in my hair right now...lol |
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